College

Recently, I've been looking at colleges all around the country and submitting my information to get information sent to me in the mail. so far, I've only got one packet in the mail (from UofO) but as i've given info to over 20 schools, i figure i should be expecting more very soon. My top 3 schools are still:

University of Oregon
University of Alaska, Fairbanks
University of Puget Sound

the third one is new, but while submitting info to them i've fallen in love with the look and programs the school has :)

Plans for the Future

"The Future is a big place..."

This is very true, yet i feel mine creeping up on me every day. each day i find myself wondering about my future, how will i end up? what will become of me? Is college something i even want to concider or do i want to take another path? I have no idea what is ahead of me, it seems on good days, I can't wait to get into college and have the freedom, I'm graduating early becasue even my parents can see public school is not right for me. Last night I think we seriously talked about home schooling (i say i think becasue sometimes when i'm serious, i can't tell that they're not). if i lived with my grandma in Alaska, i'd be home schooled. I'd have a better time trying to graduate early if i were. 

In my Avid class, we are doing carrer research, i don't know what to look up. I love photography and it pays well enough, but can i see myself doing it for my whole life? what about writing? Sure, i write everyday and I'm flawless at grammer (When i'm not ranting on my blog :P) but do i want people to read my writing? do i want to publish books or write for a newspaper? 

Oh the confusion!!